2014 and Life

In the name of Allah the most gracious , the most merciful.

I've been abandoning this blog for almost one year and I came to a time where I start to miss all the immature writing here and all the teen conflicts. I create a wordpress account as I become the writer to a Pembina's page so I think it would be nice if I have a wordpress and practice my writing there. To be honest, I miss this place more. c:

Currently, i'm enjoying my one month holiday after passing my 3rd year in med school which never be easy on me. Suprisingly, my result was better than before as there's improvement in my ranking. Alhamdulillah.

Long journey of third year and forever 21 life already came to an end. Up and down that matures me throughout this whole year, I really don't want to make them as my memory. No. I don't want to remember any each of them.

I decide to stay as who I am before and enjoy as much as life hits me.17 days to my 22's birthday, I wish for a good happy life, cherished with people that actually really see me as who I am, and have blessings for every moment that will come. I do have my bad points but to be with someone that take your bad point to make them look innocently good, I don't go with these crappy people. SORRY. You better get a life. Enough for destroying my life for this one whole year. Go get someone else to make you look like an angel.  4th year ain't going be easy. I need to strive harder. I'm going to give my very best to those that actually really appreciate my work.

This year and coming future, no more relationship. It hurts me a lot. The pain that nobody wanna feel, so big NO. I just realized that how annoying to see/read any post/tweet/or anything similar about marriage, couple , tulang rusuk, menjadi isteri solehah, and what so ever. I used to have those interest but it takes you nowhere man! Bajet hebat talking about completing ' the other half of your deen' . Commenting about 'aaaaaa. dah boleh kahwin ni' . I'm going to block these craps. watch out people. Kita je bajet nak tunjuk bersedia dah nak kahwin, bising macam nak rak, then sedih sebab calon takde. Tak ke mana pun. Yang senyap tu yang kahwin dulu. Marriage, take it seriously. It just not completing the other half of your deen, but a plan to have a family that will commit in your deen, our Islam and it is not SWEET as what we think. It takes a lot of courage as you will carry a BIG responsibility that Allah will ask you in the Hereafter. So, I'm absolutely nowhere near ready. Baru bertunang pun, bising bagai nak rak. dahlah bertunang tu seeloknya dirahsiakan. If you can't get this right in the beginning, how you gonna plan for the future? NO OFFENCE.


OH, that's long. I miss writing this immature feeling again and again.
I have a long list of place to travel. Meeting new travelmates would be very nice. I have my own preferences so please let me choose who I wanna be with.

Penat lah nak jaga hati orang, tak berajak pun terasa. Pernah pulak aku difikiran kan? Oh ya, aku kan takde hati, jadi boleh pijak ajaa.

So, this is my story, my place, my life. Enjoy. :D