Thursday, December 31, 2009

lol! we've made it!

salam n good-midnight?
huh....just refresh myself by taking shower...we really enjoy it...! sure, we do!
today, our reunion-day...what can i say about today, really HAVOC! haha...
but, pity anis! she got flu and vomiting since evening, so she didn't feel so good to enjoy with us...
in the middle while we were eating, mira said to me, let have some tepung-war,! oke!....hehe so we enjoyed the marvelous chicken with fried rice and squid and cocktail.....then we played a game conducted my nani, the second game, i came out with the idea but not really my idea because i learned that game from others before. so, for the second game, we have to make a move but we cannot make as same as the people that heading the game. so, who make any faults must take the 'advantage' from theirs.....which is....everybody gonna attack the losers by baling tepung! haha
sial gempak! and the important thing is, i'm the winner! not officially the winner because at the end of the game, there were only me, jana and mira. after making my move, mira should do next, but suddenly jana make her move with confident like it's her turn! so everybody like watching mira because mira was doing the same move as jana! haha....so everybody attacked mira, very confident while actually jana made the mistake! haha...so, i'm the winner, was it?
haha...they really make the reunion havoc and at first i really felt strange and something....feel like...shy?...yeah, i think because it had been a very long time i didn' t met them....so it felt so strange to go and talk with them.....haha....
you should know that, i'm that kind of girl that quite shy when others enjoy themselves....
orang kata 'malu tak bertempat!' haha

anyway, today also my first day at the driving school. what can i say about the school....
i hate it! i don't know why.....just don't like to be in a crowd of people that i don't even know.....
yeah, that's me......strange and cannot mingles with others kindly.....my mental disorder problem....
satu yang aku tak puas hati....tetapi sebelum tu, aku nak warning dulu dekat orany yang membaca di luar sana..*ada orang baca ke?* ini sekadar luahan rasa dari aku sendiri.....apa yang aku rasa....oke?
nk cakap la....kalau na cakap melayu, cakap la melayu betul-betul, takyah la dok buat selanga cina, bukannya budak cina shj dalam kelas tuh.....melayu pun ada...bila aku dengar dia ckap melayu versi cina yang menyakitkan telinga tuh, owh pedas siot! orang lain sibuk mempertahankan bahasa melayu vs english tapi kita tak sedar, bahasa melayu asli pun boleh lupus kalau ramai orang dok guna selanga bahasa melayu versi lain.....ni lah baru orang cakap
" you sound stupid when you speak malay"....sebab apa? sebab orng suruh jaga keaslian bahasa kita, bukan jaga bahasa tapi nilai keaslian tu entah ke mana...kita patut bagi orang cina mahir bahasa kita, bukan tukar selang bahasa bagi diorang paham....semua nak cakap melayu cina, nanti melayu takde pape.....ntah pape la....tu yang jadi aku hillang minat masa ceramah memandu tuh....sial btol...mmg serabut tahap gaban la...
apapun, kat sini aku boleh cakap, pagi yang-sial....dan malam yang gempak!

haha......one more, it feel very sad when i read at allkpop.com, that one of the dbsk's member, choikang changmin, max.....are losing his weight because of stress....he looks smaller and thinner...well, baby changmin...you have to take care of ypourself, dear.....hurm..okey, don't warry, i will come to you and bring some food....hope that you eat and take really good care of yourself....love you baby....

SMent, is that bad? i have nothing to say.....look at skinnier changmin make me feel upset....really hope you guys have a good year for 2010....i wish all of DBSK, a warm and cherished happy new year....new year, a new way to become a closer to cassiopeians....


a day with full of thought about others.......[me]...