Quick Update

Assalamualaykum w.b.t

hurm . where should i start ? there is a lot of things that i want to spill in here but i've no time . well.
and InshaAllah, there will be a new me :) please pray for me to always be istiqamah in everything i do :)
feel lil bit scared but i'm trying my best to improve myself to be a better muslimah :) InshaAllah .

and , if you guys realize something, i deleted some of my blogpost . okay, almost all blogpost . why ? just want to leave behind all those stuff . Almost 300 posts since i started blogging April 2009. almost 4 years. and there were a lot of ups and downs. let the bygones be bygones. new phase, new spirit. I will try my best to be a good daughter, a good student, and on top of everything, a humble slave of YaRabb :) InshaAllah !

Istiqamah :)

thats all for now. i'll find some time to make a post how am i now . HEHE

:)

Maal Hijrah 1433

Selamat Menyambut AWAL MUHARAM .
1433 H

a new start :)
alhamdulillah . i still breathing and occupied with everything that i love around me :)
since, it is a new year, i want to emigrate myself to be a better person, better caliph of Allah .
SHY ?  of course i feel lil bit of that feeling but for the sake of Allah, i must do. a new me ;)

I celebrated Awal Muharam at ACC, Ipoh drowning with tiredness and hectic-ness but i know someone is more tired than me. That night, there were performances from Mu'adz & Diwani . Dr Zabidah kept reminding me to record their performances . At that time, i keep questioning myself . " are the really awesome?" . sorry for not updating myself with nasyeed but their performance did touched deep in my heart. I think i'm too far from my the only one Ar-Rahman. I keep questioned myself, for how long i've been running away from Him ? for how long ? Now, it is the time I go back to Him . that night was everything to me. A simple event and my heart move hugely . Alhamdulillah .

so, usually people will make a list what to improve in a new year and i also make a list of mine :)
- perform Solat early
-recite Al-quran everyday
-call my parents more often
-speak less about others and think more about myself
-try not to hurt anyone's feeling
-early revision ! MUST !
-less sleepyhead in lectures
-organized notes
-more and more and more hardworking & less and less and less lazy
-early research every ILA
what else ?

He gives me everything . Islam itself. Healthy and awesome family .Good and reliable friends. and someone that make me thinking of HIM everyday .

so people, lets move to a better phase of our life :)

Indeed, those who have believed and those who have emigrated and fought in the cause of Allah - those expect the mercy of Allah . And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful. [Al-Baqarah 2:218 ]

MOM, thank you

Someday when my children are old enough to
understand the logic that motivates a parent,
I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me:
‘I loved you enough to ask where you were going,
with whom, and what time you would be home.

I loved you enough to be silent and let you
discover that your new best friend was a creep.

I loved you enough to stand over you for
two hours while you cleaned your room,
a job that should have taken 15 minutes.

I loved you enough to let you see anger,
disappointment, and tears in my eyes.

Children must learn that their parents aren’t perfect..

I loved you enough to let you assume the
responsibility for your actions even when the
penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart.

But most of all, I loved you enough to say
NO when I knew you would hate me for it.

Those were the most difficult battles of all.
I’m glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.
And someday when your children are old enough to
understand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell them.

Was your Mom mean?

I know mine was.
We had the meanest mother in the whole world!
While other kids ate candy for breakfast,
we had to have cereal, eggs, and toast.

When others had a Coca Cola and chips for lunch,
we had to eat home cooked meals.

And you can guess our mother fixed us a dinner that was
different from what other kids had, too.

Mother insisted on knowing where we were at all times.
You’d think we were convicts in a prison.

She had to know who our friends were
and what we were doing with them.
She insisted that if we said we
would be gone for an hour, we would be gone for an hour or less.

We were ashamed to admit it,
but she had the nerve to break
the Child Labor Laws by making us work.

We had to wash the dishes, make the beds,
learn to cook, vacuum the floor, do laundry,
empty the trash and all sorts of cruel
jobs.
I think she would lie awake at night
thinking of more things for us to do.

She always insisted on us telling the truth,
the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.
By the time we were teenagers,
she could read our minds
and had eyes in the back of her head.
Then, life was really tough!

Mother wouldn’t let our friends just hoot at the gate
when they drove up
They had to come up to the door
so she could meet them.


Because of our mother we missed out
on lots of things other kids experienced.

None of us have ever
been caught shoplifting, vandalizing other people’s
property or ever arrested for any crime.
It was all her fault.

Now that we have left home, we are all educated, honest adults.
We are doing our best to be mean parents just like Mom was.

I think that is what’s wrong with the world today.
It just doesn’t have enough mean moms!’ 


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Bittaufiq Wannajjah !

For you, who’s running endlessly, 

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands. 

Run till your heart is filled with your dreams . 

Run - Epik High 

Good luck seniors with your exam . 

goodluck friends for our EOM ;)

Wan Ahmad Afiq

HAHAHAH. see the name up there ?

well, he's not my boyfriend and i dont even have crush on him ;D

he's my bestfriend .

HAHAHHA. why him? because today he called me !

i was like WOAAAAAAAH ! :O

You know what, it's hard to talk to him . and i always be the one that called him and asked about him .

we dont talk about almost 1 year .

and today , while i was having my dinner at kedai mamak , he called me !

so HELLO

 WAN AHMAD AFIQ !

my homeroom-mate !