Unplanned Morning Walk In Ipoh

Happy Holiday to all my friend that celebrates Christmas!

Some states in Malaysia are suffering from heavy flood and I attended an emergency meeting this morning to discuss about the mission to help them.

Then, I went to a bakery shop with my friends for our morning snack and we ended up having a morning walk around the small Ipoh old town. It was filled with a lot of locals and tourist on Christmas morning.

Everything looks so classic. 

A Merry Chirstmas cake for you :)

And a slice of red velvet cheese for me.

Finished filling up our stomach. Next, walking down the classic road.

     

   

1 Minute Oven Chocolate ChipCookies

I've been very busy lately. Radiology posting was more hectic than what I expect and I was not mentally prepared for that.
I also had been craving for something sweet to overcome the stress so here the express cookies that I found, so I try to make it. It was quite okay.

1 minute Chocolate Chip Cookie in a Mug

1 table spoon unsalted butter
1 tablespoon granulated sugar
1 tablespoon brown sugar
a pich of salt
1 egg yolk
3 tablespoon all purpose flour
chocolate chips as rich as you want :D

Mix everything and heat in microwave for 1 minute. Better while warm.

Oh I put a bar of Chocolate in the middle and melt it together with the cookies.
It was awesomely delicious !!

End Year Picnic

2014 is reaching its end. 

My friends and I decided to have a simple picnic, a small end year gathering. We prepared a lot of food and some games. 

It was fun eventhough it started to rain bit by bit. 

Our food for that morning was inspired by Subway. HAHA so here it is. The homemade Subway. Choose anything that you want, fill them till you full!

Hotdog Bread with Garlic spread

Baked sausages

Crab Fillet

Fries

Scramble Eggs

Lettuce

Tomatoes

Onions

Capsicum

Cucumber

Baked Beans

Black pepper sauce

Mayonaise

Chilli Sauce

You name it ! HAHA

We have everything. It was incredibly satisfying.  

We also played some games. Making something beautiful out of trash. So here is the product. 

Enjoy your last days of 2014 with your loved ones!

Happy Holiday!

Netball Sisters

We've been together since my our first year in med school and now, some of us are leaving for good, working as a doctor to be exact. 

Kak Shuze was here last night and she is sooooo skinny ! She said that she lost about 10kg for the past few months. Working as a houseman doctor in Johor, is quite hectic she said and Obs&Gyn is one of the most killer posting there. 

Till we meet again, dear netball sisters!

Rainy Weekend

Hello !

Oh. It's raining heavily here. I'm planning to go swimming today but have to cancel it. 

So ended up staying at home. Rolling around.

Suitable weather to sleep. Kekeke~

I had homemade arabic cuisine today, original recipe by my mum. The major reason why I always want to come back home. 

Happy Weekend !

Netto '14

UTP Netball Open
3rd Runner Up.
First Medal for 2014.

Our golden days are fading. After winning all the golds in all the tournaments that we joined for the past few year, this year is not a gold year for us. With almost half of the teammates are being replaced, we need to work hard to find the chemistry between us. I'm obviously not the key player. haha. I injured my knee and this keep me for not playing in any games which i considered a heartbreaking situation for me.

To my dear awesome teammates, they are indeed the best people that i met. I love each and every of them to the fullest. 

Next year gonna be my last year to play netball, and of course i want to shine again even not as bright as them, I still want to play, for the last time.

Those golden days, I believe are not fading completely. Lets re-colour them brightly. Next year, lets make it our year.

This feeling

Currently, im on my way to Kuantan for IMedik program.

#np Only You - Kim Tae Woo
An ost from my lovely girl. Refer my previous post for the lyric.

Im so in love with the song. It just makes my heart beats abnormally. Flutter maybe. Haha. Indeed, this song give some special feeling just like what L felt in that drama.

Talking about that drama, it quite fun and the conflict that builds up makes me anticipates the drama every tues and wed.

This song reminiscing about everything happen to me nowadays. Travelling on a bus provided with a good song, a perfect combination.

I feel like wanna cry but i dont know what the reason why im feeling this way. It just that everything inside me want to burst out. Sometimes, good song can give me some emotional unstablity.

Tbh, many things happen to me for the past few months. I started to forget people that once I considered important in my life. This lonely feeling started to come in after that moment, but im trying my best not to forget that i have my Creator. He is the best partner, the best listener.

Move on, i injured my knees last month on the very first netball game in UM. For the first time, after this 22 years, this is my first injury. What broke my ♥ the most, it gave pains badly that i cried in my shower because im afraid that i can't play anymore and I can't. It hurts badly. 😿

Next, i need to write more. *always say this but never walk the talk*
i will sit for my muet this 8Nov. Done with my speaking few days ago. I aim for band 5 due to the new 2015 budget which suggest for medical student and law student to get at least band 5 as requirement for graduation. Eventhough it is not apply yet to Ipts but it will someday.

Oh, this song is killing me inside. I may burst into tears any time from now.

Hahaha. Aidil and akhyar were looking for pcm to be given to their junior. He is having some backache. They have thousands of another kind of drugs but not the basic paracetamol. Haha. I offered my panadol which i bought it just now for my migraine. ✌it works very well for me. Ive been chugging pcm like nobody business for this week because of my abdominal cramp and migraine, common symptoms that i usually have when im menstruating. I have to take them or i can't focus on my daily activities.

And i start to miss you 😿

#Only You - Kim Tae Woo

English Translation

Only the sound of your breath is inside of me

Only your voice is inside of me

On this night where I only miss you, what do I do?

I’ll run to you without looking back

On this night where I only miss you, what do I do?

Oh don’t you remember

Answer me, am I in your heart?

Yes I can remember

I’m waiting for you, you’re the only one in my heart

It’s only you inside of me

Don’t you remember

Inside of me

You know me, you know I only have you

No matter what anyone says, it’s only you

Only you in my shy heart, what do I do?

Oh don’t you remember

Answer me, am I in your heart?

Yes I can remember

I’m waiting for you, you’re the only one in my heart

Only you, even your smallest face expressions

If only I could take it all

I would be happy, I would be so happy

But why do you…

Oh don’t you remember

Answer me, am I in your heart?

Yes I can remember

I’m waiting for you, you’re the only one in my heart

It’s only you inside of me

Don’t you remember

Inside of me

You know me, it’s only you

Hangul

어느새 내 안엔 너의 숨소리만

어느새 내 안엔 너의 목소리만

이렇게 너 하나만

그리운 이 밤 어떡해

이 밤이 지나면 그대로 달려가

돌아보지 않고 그대로 달려가

이렇게 너 하나만

보고 싶은 밤 어떡해

Oh don't you remember

대답해줘 그 마음 속 내가 있어?

Yes I can remember

널 기다려 내 마음속 너 하나만

난 너 하나만 어느새 내 안엔..

Don't you remember

어느새 내 안엔..

니가 날 알잖아

너 하나뿐인걸

누가 뭐라 해도 너 하나 뿐이야

이렇게 너 하나만

수줍은 내 맘 어떡해

Oh don't you remember 대답해줘

그 마음 속 내가 있어?

Yes I can remember

널 기다려 내 마음속

너 하나만

난 너 하나만

작은 표정 하나도..

다 내가 가져갈 수 있다면

행복할 텐데.. 참 행복할 텐데..

왜 넌.. 넌 Oh

Oh don't you remember

대답해줘

그 마음 속 내가 있어?

Yes I can remember

널 기다려

내 마음속 너 하나만

난 너 하나만

어느새 내 안엔..

Don't you remember

어느새 내 안엔.. 난 너 하나만

Romanization

Eoneusae nae anen neoui sumsoriman

Eoneusae nae anen neoui moksoriman

Ireoke neo hanaman

Geuriun i bam eotteokhae

I bami jinamyeon geudaero dallyeoga

Doraboji anko geudaero dallyeoga

Ireoke neo hanaman

Bogo sipeun bam eotteokhae

Oh don't you remember

Daedaphaejwo geu maeum sok naega isseo?

Yes I can remember

Neol gidaryeo nae maeumsok neo hanaman

Nan neo hanaman eoneusae nae anen..

Don't you remember

Eoneusae nae anen..

Niga nal aljanha

Neo hanappuningeol

Nuga mwora haedo neo hana ppuniya

Ireoke neo hanaman

Sujubeun nae mam eotteokhae

Oh don't you remember daedaphaejwo

Geu maeum sok naega isseo?

Yes I can remember

Neol gidaryeo nae maeumsok

Neo hanaman

Nan neo hanaman

Jageun pyojeong hanado..

Da naega gajyeogal su itdamyeon

Haengbokhal tende.. cham haengbokhal tende..

Wae neon.. neon Oh

Oh don't you remember

Daedaphaejwo

Geu maeum sok naega isseo?

Yes I can remember

Neol gidaryeo

Nae maeumsok neo hanaman

Nan neo hanaman

Eoneusae nae anen..

Don't you remember

Eoneusae nae anen.. nan neo hanaman

Credit: music.daum|popgasa 

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current new fav song. A new song from new drama 'my lovely girl' casted by Rain and Krystal F(x)


I don't easily fall into new song unless they have deep meaning and beautiful melody.*according to my unprofessional taste*

Travel List

I'm a travelling doctor. HAHA Here are few places that I've been to.

Click at the picture for a full story about that place.

ENJOY. 

MALAYSIA

AROUND THE GLOBE

Eid Mubarak 2014.

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful.

First of all,
Selamat Hari Raya Eidul fitri to all muslims.

This year of Eid was the best out of all eid before this. This year, we managed to have our first family day and it was damn amazing. Im loving every each of it. Pictures will come later. 

One week eid holiday end tomorrow and I'm nowhere near ready to continue ptsychiatric posting. Still in holiday mood. 

AND

 I have a lot of new drama that I addicted to. 

The list will come later. hehe

that's all !

Real Life Strikes !

In the name of Allah the most gracious the most merciful.

Ohhai. Sudah lama tak menulis ni.
Too much of memendam rasa is not good for me.
I've been lost for all this while. i stop doing things that I love to do. I stop watching movies that I like. I didn't enjoy my life as much as I did before.

Alhamdulillah. I've passed my 3rd year in medical school and have almost 2 months holiday. I started to find every piece of me and yes, I've found them.
Medical life really takes my youth. I've been struggling with my inner conflict for almost 2 year but I still don't get over them. But at least, i've get rid almost of them.

i've been thinking hard about me during these 2 month. And now, I come back as 4th year medical student with new me InshaALLAH.

Done my first posting of 4th year by finishing Cardio Rehab Posting in Hosp Queen Elizabeth II in Kota Kinabalu Sabah. Im gonna spam with the picture later. Sabah is a very good place with nice people and environment.

currently, in dermatology posting. I had 3 days on and off of high fever on the day I came back to Ipoh. It wasn't really a good start. I threw up twice, my tonsils were swollen like hell and I couldn't swallow anything at all.

so, this is the beginning of real 4th year medical student of mine. :)

I sould write more often since I found back my real self. ;)

#np EXO- Miracle in December

English Translation:

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot see

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot hear

I see things that I couldn’t see before

I hear things that I couldn’t hear before

After you left me, I have grown a power that I didn’t have before

The selfish me who has only thought about myself

The me who didn’t know your feelings and ignored it

I couldn’t believe myself that I have changed this much

Your love can still move me like this

If I just think of you, I can fill this world with you

Because each snowdrop is one tear drop that belongs to you

But theres just one thing that I can’t do and it’s to make you come to me

I hope I don’t have this miserable power

The selfish me who has only thought about myself

The me who didn’t know your feelings and ignored it

I couldn’t believe myself that I have changed this much

Your love can still move me like this

Stopping the time, (I) go back to you

I open this book of memories and I open up your page

And in the book I’m in there, in there with you

The small and weak person, because of your love

Just like this for everything (my whole existence)

I changed the whole world

The me who didn’t know how to be thankful for love

The me who thought that the end was the end

To the image of you who wanted me to be, I fixed myself everyday

I think my love will continue on forever

Stopping the time, (I) go back to you

I open this book of memories and I open up your page

And in the book I’m in there, in there with you

The things that I met that winter

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot see

I’m struggling to find you who I cannot hear

Romanized:

Boiji annneun neol chajeuryeogo aesseuda

Deulliji annneun neol deureuryeo aesseuda

 Boiji anteon ge boigo

Deulliji anteon ge deullyeo

Neo nareul tteonan dwiro naegen eopdeon himi saenggyeosseo

Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega yeah

Ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega

Ireokedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha

 Ne sarangeun ireoke gyesok nal umjigyeo

Nan saenggangman hamyeon sesangeul neoro chaeul su isseo eum~

Nunsongi hanaga ne nunmul han bangurinikka

Dan han gaji motaneun geoseun neol naegero oge haneun il

I sseuldeeomneun neungnyeok ijen eobseosseumyeon jokesseo ooh~

Neul nabakke mollasseotdeon igijeogin naega

Ne mamdo mollajwotdeon musimhan naega

Ireokedo dallajyeotdaneun ge najocha mitgiji anha

 Ne sarangeun ireoke gyesok nal umjigyeo

Siganeul meomchwo [D.O] nege doraga

 Chueogui chaegeun [D.O] neoui peijireul yeoreo

Nan geu ane isseo [D.O] oh~

Neowa hamkke inneun geol

 Aju jogeumako yakhan sarami neoui sarangi

 Ireoke modeun geol (nae sarmeul modu)

Bakkun geol (sesangeul modu)

Oh~ sarangi gomaun jul mollasseotdeon naega oh~

Kkeutnamyeon geumanin jul aratdeon naega oh~

Neo wonhaetdeon geu moseup geudaero nalmada nareul gochyeo ga

Nae sarangeun kkeuteobsi gyesokdoel geot gata

Siganeul meomchwo ([D.O] oh! Ije na)

Nege doraga ([Chen] nege doraga)

Chueogui chaegeun ([Chen] oh! Oneuldo)

Neoui peijireul yeoreo

Nan geu ane isseo oh~

Geu gyeoure wainneungeol

Boiji annneun neol chajeuryeogo aesseuda

Deulliji annneun neol deureuryeo aesseuda

Translation Credits: rainydays @ codeexo.com

Romanizations by: kpoplyrics.net

2014 and Life

In the name of Allah the most gracious , the most merciful.

I've been abandoning this blog for almost one year and I came to a time where I start to miss all the immature writing here and all the teen conflicts. I create a wordpress account as I become the writer to a Pembina's page so I think it would be nice if I have a wordpress and practice my writing there. To be honest, I miss this place more. c:

Currently, i'm enjoying my one month holiday after passing my 3rd year in med school which never be easy on me. Suprisingly, my result was better than before as there's improvement in my ranking. Alhamdulillah.

Long journey of third year and forever 21 life already came to an end. Up and down that matures me throughout this whole year, I really don't want to make them as my memory. No. I don't want to remember any each of them.

I decide to stay as who I am before and enjoy as much as life hits me.17 days to my 22's birthday, I wish for a good happy life, cherished with people that actually really see me as who I am, and have blessings for every moment that will come. I do have my bad points but to be with someone that take your bad point to make them look innocently good, I don't go with these crappy people. SORRY. You better get a life. Enough for destroying my life for this one whole year. Go get someone else to make you look like an angel.  4th year ain't going be easy. I need to strive harder. I'm going to give my very best to those that actually really appreciate my work.

This year and coming future, no more relationship. It hurts me a lot. The pain that nobody wanna feel, so big NO. I just realized that how annoying to see/read any post/tweet/or anything similar about marriage, couple , tulang rusuk, menjadi isteri solehah, and what so ever. I used to have those interest but it takes you nowhere man! Bajet hebat talking about completing ' the other half of your deen' . Commenting about 'aaaaaa. dah boleh kahwin ni' . I'm going to block these craps. watch out people. Kita je bajet nak tunjuk bersedia dah nak kahwin, bising macam nak rak, then sedih sebab calon takde. Tak ke mana pun. Yang senyap tu yang kahwin dulu. Marriage, take it seriously. It just not completing the other half of your deen, but a plan to have a family that will commit in your deen, our Islam and it is not SWEET as what we think. It takes a lot of courage as you will carry a BIG responsibility that Allah will ask you in the Hereafter. So, I'm absolutely nowhere near ready. Baru bertunang pun, bising bagai nak rak. dahlah bertunang tu seeloknya dirahsiakan. If you can't get this right in the beginning, how you gonna plan for the future? NO OFFENCE.


OH, that's long. I miss writing this immature feeling again and again.
I have a long list of place to travel. Meeting new travelmates would be very nice. I have my own preferences so please let me choose who I wanna be with.

Penat lah nak jaga hati orang, tak berajak pun terasa. Pernah pulak aku difikiran kan? Oh ya, aku kan takde hati, jadi boleh pijak ajaa.

So, this is my story, my place, my life. Enjoy. :D