Saturday, October 18, 2014

This feeling

Currently, im on my way to Kuantan for IMedik program.

#np Only You - Kim Tae Woo
An ost from my lovely girl. Refer my previous post for the lyric.
Im so in love with the song. It just makes my heart beats abnormally. Flutter maybe. Haha. Indeed, this song give some special feeling just like what L felt in that drama.
Talking about that drama, it quite fun and the conflict that builds up makes me anticipates the drama every tues and wed.

This song reminiscing about everything happen to me nowadays. Travelling on a bus provided with a good song, a perfect combination.

I feel like wanna cry but i dont know what the reason why im feeling this way. It just that everything inside me want to burst out. Sometimes, good song can give me some emotional unstablity.

Tbh, many things happen to me for the past few months. I started to forget people that once I considered important in my life. This lonely feeling started to come in after that moment, but im trying my best not to forget that i have my Creator. He is the best partner, the best listener.

Move on, i injured my knees last month on the very first netball game in UM. For the first time, after this 22 years, this is my first injury. What broke my ♥ the most, it gave pains badly that i cried in my shower because im afraid that i can't play anymore and I can't. It hurts badly. 😿

Next, i need to write more. *always say this but never walk the talk*
i will sit for my muet this 8Nov. Done with my speaking few days ago. I aim for band 5 due to the new 2015 budget which suggest for medical student and law student to get at least band 5 as requirement for graduation. Eventhough it is not apply yet to Ipts but it will someday.

Oh, this song is killing me inside. I may burst into tears any time from now.

Hahaha. Aidil and akhyar were looking for pcm to be given to their junior. He is having some backache. They have thousands of another kind of drugs but not the basic paracetamol. Haha. I offered my panadol which i bought it just now for my migraine. ✌it works very well for me. Ive been chugging pcm like nobody business for this week because of my abdominal cramp and migraine, common symptoms that i usually have when im menstruating. I have to take them or i can't focus on my daily activities.

And i start to miss you 😿

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