Final Year Moments

Final Year.

Final Year.

Final Year.

I never felt this horrible, anxious, ahh I don't know how to describe my feeling.

After all 5 years in med school, the final year exam result announcement day  was the final of the final.

I cannot sleep, cannot sit still and cannot do anything. I keep thinking about my result. I have so many plan if I pass, but what if I fail??

When I arrived at college that noon. I saw Jabb and Yusra. So proud of them because they are so excellent that they sit for Viva Distinction. I hugged Jabb and congratulate her and suddenly both of us cried.. AHAHAHAHA. why? I don't know. A lot of things running in my mind that time. 

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And when they announced the result and Alhamdulillah, I pass !

and again, all the five years in RCMP, all the moments passing through my eyes. 

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulliah.

Med school is not easy. not easy. Full of tears and everyday, I wake up with hope that i can remember everything that I learn yesterday and today and day before and before and before. 

I don't want to disappoint my parents that have their high hopes on me. They have been spending life and money on me so how can I disappoint them. I KENOT !

and 

Alhamdulillah.