My Little Love

Introducing our little bundle of joy.

A pair of siblings, brought home by daddy after going to mechanic to fix the car.

Hitam and Putih.

And more to come.

We dont know what to name them so we just call them according to their colour, eventually become their name.

Hitam as she has black unique strip.
Putih, as Hitam was the opposite of it. HAHA

New Header

New air.
Featuring glico man.

So Goodbye

Don't cry and smile.
// still my favourite song.

Can't believe my eyes when I read about Jonghyun's death.

Too young, yet depression kill withoung knowing age.

Beware my friends.

One Year Post

No post for 2017.
I just realised that.
Sorry.
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So what happen in 2017?

I moved to Kuala Lumpur, the least place that I expected. And the top of list of place that I don't want to settle down.
Karma huh?.

I started housemanship.
Went through paediatrics, obstetrics and gynaecology, and now fisnishing medical posting.

No over the country travel this year, the far was Langkawi island.

Everyone is mastering every single adulthood life needs.

And toughest moment of my life so far.
Well 2017.
Any resolution achieved? Hurm none.
I don't have any 2017 resolutions at the first place.

It was one hard year for me.

Next year might be harder?
Who knows.

What's still the same?
Still have homesick moment.
Still single. Yes
Still overweight. Yes
And still love my bed.
Waking up for work still a real struggle for me. Yes.

Hey, few days to 2018.
Let's do this.

HAHAHAHAHA.

NadXSeries: Japan

A gift for my hardworking self, I went to Japan !
A solo trip,
to my 2nd foreign country,
my first long haul flight !
My feeling? Both excited and worried.
When I came back from this trip, I myself didn't believe that I made it.

My first ever trip to Japan, the 3rd country that I wanted to visit the most after Greece and Istanbul.
6th April 2016 - 20th April 2016.
It was freaking spring at that time and sakura is blooming beautifully everywhere!

Here's the breakdown of my trip

6th - 8th > Osaka
8th - 17th > WWOOF @ Awaji Island/Awajishima
17 > Kyoto
18th - 20th > Tokyo

I choose to arrive at Kansai Aiport and depart from Narita Airport.
I did a lot of study before started this journey. It took me about 1 year. I bought the ticket also almost a year. That shows how eager I am to visit Japan!
I'll provide you about my expenses for this trip at the end of my post



Day 1
6th Apr 2017 // 0800 // Arrival Kansai Airport
Osaka // Namba > Dotonbori > Shinsaibashi

I depart from Kuala Lumpur International Airport on 6th Apr at 0100H and arrived at Kansai International Airport on the same day at 0800H
A long haul flight, and I had problem with my nose. It keep getting dry and I need to wet it few times. I didn't have a good sleep on the flight.

When, I arrived at Kansai, I took almost one hour to calm myself down. I sat at one of the bench and looked at people passing by. I don't know what happened to me but that moment was to memorable for me. The trip that i've been planning for almost 1 year ago and now, I'M HERE ! Breathing the air. It was too emotional for me.


After calming myselft, I connected my phone to airport wifi and update my family about my current being. Then I went to Tourist Information Center in the airport itself to buy Osaka Amazing Pass

Osaka Amazing Pass
a metro pass that you can use for all train in Osaka except JR Lines.
It comes in two type. 1 day use and 2 days use. and of course different prizes.
This pass is so amazing! HAHA Besides using on the trains, it gives you free entrance to few tourist spot.This pass is worth it and you can saves a lot of your expenses. It also comes with few coupons for discounts!

Then I took my first ever Japan train to my Hotel Diamond. 2 night stay cost me about ¥2000.
Nearest metro station was Dobutsuen Mae.When I arrived at the hotel, after checking in, the first thing that I did was sleep. I thought it was a short nap but when I woke up, I slept almost 7 hours ! There goes my day. Jetlagged to the max. I re-plan again everything
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That night, I went for a night walk at the Namba. Meeting the infamous Glico Man was too emotional, again, for me. I cried. Yes. I cried when I saw the Glico Man. More to in disbelief. I didnt believe my eyes that I was standing in real life, in front of you Glico Man. 1 year planning and finally I meet you! Too emotional.

Night life strolling was always my favourite thing to during travel. And Namba has it the best so far.You can try to ride the boat along the river too ! Free ride for Osaka Amazing Pass holder !
You can shop around at Shinsaibashi.

Then, I went back to hotel and sleeeep again. HAHA


Day 2
Osaka // Umeda > Tempozan Harbour

Not my luck, it was raining heavily so I started my day around noon
Started my journey to Umeda area.

Umeda Sky Building

Free entrance to Observatory Floating Garden for Osaka Amazing Pass Holder !
Nice place to have a view of Osaka
When I was at the floating garden, the crosswind was so strong and I almost flew away ! jkjk I'm too heavy for that. But the view was superb. I managed to snap few picture eventhough it was raining. Nothing can stop me !

 

Then I stroll around the HEP FIVE Ferris wheel.

In Out from Dais and Uniqlo. and entered few shopping malls and wandering around the stationery sections. It was like a heaven for stationery lover like me. Thousands of unique thingssssss.

 

Next is Tempozan Harbour.
Walking alone in the cold weather somehow soothing my mind.
I rode the Tempozan Giant Ferris Wheel and entered Kaiyukan Osaka Aquarium
The ferris wheel have 2 type of gondolas. The normal-less-scary and the totally transparent gondola. Of course I rode the second one. More exciting.
Kaiyukan Osaka Aquarium is so mesmerizing. Definitely suitable for my kid heart. hehe.
Met new friends from South Korea.



 

Day 3 - Day 10

Osaka > Awajishima // WWOOF 

WWOOF is an acronym for World Wide Opportunities on Organic Farms

WWOOF is a volunteerism medium to make friends, and to share and exchange with them.
Hosts give WWOOFers meals, accommodation and social engagement, in return for which WWOOFers help Hosts with what they do at their place. 

I've been studying about this for few months before I decide to join WWOOF. 

You can read more about wwoofjapan here >> https://www.wwoofjapan.com

I send my application to few hosts and luckily, one of the host accept me. My host, Masai-san, owns a guest house and he can speak english minimally. During my stay with him, there was another chinese girl, Yuki-san with me. She can speak 3 languages- chinese, japanese and english. So usually she was our translator. She is so great and friendly!

 Before I arrived to Awajishima, Masai-san already gave the instruction to go there. I took a bus -Awaji Kotsuu, From Kobe Sannomiya to Goshiki Bus Center, my last stop in Awajishima.

When I arrived there, I didn't have any cellphone that working or any portable wifi to contact my host to inform him that I already here. 

I was wandering around for almost 1 hour until one guy came to the bus stop. I gathered my courage and asked that guy. Luckily he can speak english! He helped me to call my host and inform that I already here. To my surpise, the guesthouse was just behind the bus stop !

If I keep wandering, I might find it on my own HAHAHA.

When I arrived at Goshiki Bus Centre, this lovely tree welcome me :D

The guesthouse: Awaji Tourist Trophy House

I was afraid when I arrived there, but Masai-san and Yuki-san were super nice ! I'm introvert person so I was afraid that I couldn't blend in so much. But I was wrong. It was like a new me came out and my old introverted me was goneee. 

During my stay there, I helped Masai-san to manage the guesthouse, like housekeeping, welcoming the guest and preparing meals for the guest. I did learn few japanese cooking. Yuki-san loves to cook!I also learned how to change the futon and blanket in japanese style. ^^

 I was so impressed with Masai-san life style. Our breakfast usually homemade bread with homemade orange jam. I learned from Masai-san how to make bread and the orange jam. 

Masai-san also has his own bee farm so he took us to the bee farm that he shared with his few other friends.

    

I'm so in love with this island. it was so lovely and enticing who ever came here. I think I was the only one that wear scarf in that island. haha

There was one day when I woke up for my fajr prayer aroun 0200H ( YES, it was that earlyy!) the temperature was 2 degree celcius! I wrapped my self so much that day !

The New Guesthouse: Awaji Tourist Trophy House II

Again, I was so lucky. At that time, Masai-san was preparing to open another guesthouse which located by the seaside. So where there was no guest, we went to the new guesthouse to do some cleaning. It was so beautiful!

The other thing that I like during my stay here was the shopping for the new guesthouse! The new guesthouse need new furniture and equipment. We went from one mall to another mall and I lovessssss how the japanese entertain their customers! I cant describe it how but they're so polite!

There was one day when we finished cleaning early and Yuki-san took me to the rooftop. it felt like one of those moment in the drama.

A Welcome Back Post

Alhamdulillah.
After a long break from writting, I'm here to fill your day people. Nah.
A lot of story to share but wait. Let me make a list of post that I will make.

I graduated.
I crossed my No 3 Bucketlist.


hurm. what else?
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They will come soon.
so stay with me, pretty please ? <3

Final Year Moments

Final Year.

Final Year.

Final Year.

I never felt this horrible, anxious, ahh I don't know how to describe my feeling.

After all 5 years in med school, the final year exam result announcement day  was the final of the final.

I cannot sleep, cannot sit still and cannot do anything. I keep thinking about my result. I have so many plan if I pass, but what if I fail??

When I arrived at college that noon. I saw Jabb and Yusra. So proud of them because they are so excellent that they sit for Viva Distinction. I hugged Jabb and congratulate her and suddenly both of us cried.. AHAHAHAHA. why? I don't know. A lot of things running in my mind that time. 

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And when they announced the result and Alhamdulillah, I pass !

and again, all the five years in RCMP, all the moments passing through my eyes. 

Alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulliah.

Med school is not easy. not easy. Full of tears and everyday, I wake up with hope that i can remember everything that I learn yesterday and today and day before and before and before. 

I don't want to disappoint my parents that have their high hopes on me. They have been spending life and money on me so how can I disappoint them. I KENOT !

and 

Alhamdulillah. 

Happy 23 Dear Me

20th March 1992
20th March 2015

Happy 23 dear miny-Me!

I don't expect to have any grand celebration for my own birthday. Haha. Even my parents also forgot my birthday but that is not a big deal.

Having both of them is the best gift ever. Thank you for keeping this cheeky girl alive. Kekekeke.

Taking care of me with full of love and supports me whenever I need.

Year 4 - Case Closed

Currently I'm in the middle of my one month holiday after passing my final year 4. Another tough year had passed.

Medic school is not easy maaaan!
Plus, I'm not that genius. Hahaha.

Alhamdulillah for this achievement.  I'm happy for myself but I'm not in the mood to celebrate this. It means nothing to me when some of my friends didn't make it for the final. Friends that worked together with me for the past years.

Stay strong dear friends. I know you can do it!
Have faith. Try your best and let Allah decide the rest.

I was once failed in my first year and for the first time i feel like so useless that I'm in the verge of giving up in medic school  and people that you expect to support was actually not the real friend. And you'll never expect you gonna meet new people that willing to lend their hand out of nowhere.

Failing is not a bad thing dear friends. Besides to make you study harder, it gives you sweetness of life. How to overcome the intimidating feeling about yourself.
I've been struggling with this trauma of talking in front of people for one year before I can lift my head up.

This struggles make you strong in the future and by the time you facing this kind if problem again, you're going to thank your first time experience. 

Have faith!

#np Climax - Team B

English Translation

You appeared in my dream last night

I couldn't recognize you because you looked older

I was scared, it seemed like this would become my reality

Before I left, I promised you as I held you

I said I would build a house and wait for you

You should’ve just aged but

why did you age so beautifully?

Not making me able to recognize you, my mischievous mom

I missed you like crazy

but couldn’t see yo, my love

I can go anywhere and boldly say, you are my pride

Your smile in the photo is the knife that cuts through the sadness

You became my dream, now what time do you wanna come? 

Tell me I’ll pick you up, my earnest person

I hope my remaining footsteps

Will come to me tonight

At the end of this

moment of running

No limit gon touch the sky

(No limit gon touch the sky)

For me, who has been dreaming

Tonight, throw it away 

At the end of this moment of running

No limit gon touch the sky

No limit gon touch the sky

Touch the sky, touch the sky, touch the sky

Giving up my youth, 

I ran barefoot for three years

After saying a heartless goodbye to my family and friends

Living each day, always nervous about tomorrow

I told them to trust me, that we will succeed for sure

With the weight of not just my life 

but five others on my shoulders, looking for chances

I had no choice but to throw away the pressure and failures

Now I want to see the light so I put my future on the line

The gods asked me if I wasn’t gonna regret this

But I answer without hesitating,

why would I regret?

What’s left behind this stage is either success or failure

I put my everything on the line and there is no next time

My determination has no choice but to be different from others

Even if this is my last time

I will sing without regrets,

I will sing, sing

Yeah, We Flyin’ tonight

Flyin’ tonight Flyin’ tonight

Flyin’

I hope my remaining footsteps

Will come to me tonight

At the end of this

moment of running

No limit gon touch the sky

(No limit gon touch the sky)

For me, who has been dreaming

Tonight, throw it away

At the end of this moment of running

No limit gon touch the sky

No limit gon touch the sky

Touch the sky, touch the sky,

touch the sky

In the passing time

The memories become songs

In this moment, everyone touch the sky

Romanization

eoje nae kkume nawatji

deo neulgeo jin moseub

hagoseon nan mot ara bwatji

museowosseo ige hyeonshiri

doel geotman gata

tteonagi jeone pumsogeseo

yagsog haesseot janha

jib han chae jieo nohgo

naega gidarin daet janha

wae neulgeumyeon neulgeotji

deo areum dabge neulgeoseo

saram mot ara boge hae

jitgujeun uri eomma

michi dorog bogo shipeodo

mot bwatji naui sarang

eodi gaseo dangdanghage

marhae geudaega naui jarang

geudae miso damgin sajin

nae seulpeum gareuneun kalnal

kkumi dwae beorin geudae

eonje myeot shi e ollae marhae

majung nagalge jeil ganjeorhan sarama

namgyeo jyeotdeon

nae baljagug deuri

oneul bam naege daga ogil

dallyeo oni sungan kkeute

No limit gon touch the sky

(No limit gon touch the sky)

kkumkkwo watdeon nareul wihae

oneul bameneun Throw it away

dallyeo oni sungan kkeute

No limit gon touch the sky

No limit gon touch the sky

Touch the sky, touch the sky,

touch the sky

cheongchuneul bachyeoseo maenballo

dallyeo watdeon 3-nyeon Uh

gajoggwa chingudeul gwaui

mushimhan annyeong Uh

naeiri neul buran haetdeon

harureul salmyeonseo

nal mideura marhaetji kkog

seonggong hagetdamyeo Uh

honjaga anin daseot

myeongui insaengeul

eokkaee da jilmeo jigo

chaja danyeotji gihoereul

beotil su bakke eobseosseo

manheun budamgwa shilpaereul

ijeneun bicheul bogo paseo

georeotji miraereul Uh

shini naege mureotji

neo huhoe anhgetnyago

mangseorim eobshi daedabhae

wae huhoe hagetnya go

i mudae dwie namneun geon

ama seonggong anim nago

modeun geol georeotgo

daeumeun eobseo

namdareul su bakke eobtneun

nae gago

jigeumi naui majimag iraedo nan

norae hae huhoe eobtge

nan norae hae norae

Yeah, We Flyin’ oneul bam

Flyin’ oneul bam Flyin’ oneul bam

Flyin’

namgyeo jyeotdeon

nae baljagug deuri

oneul bam naege daga ogil

dallyeo oni sungan kkeute

No limit gon touch the sky

(No limit gon touch the sky)

kkum kkwo watdeon nareul wihae

oneul bameneun Throw it away

dallyeo oni sungan kkeute

No limit gon touch the sky

No limit gon touch the sky

Touch the sky, touch the sky,

touch the sky

seuchyeo gatdeon shigan soge

gieogdeuri noraega doe eo

i sungan en da Touch the sky

credit: https://kkromanized.wordpress.com/2013/11/05/rom-eng-lyrics-win-team-b-climax/

#np Go Up - Team A ( WINNER )

TRANSLATION

We walked endlessly

Following the faraway and smiling light
Wanting toget out of the darkness

and smile brightly as well

My gun is always pointed to the top

So I can shoot the ones who are bigger than me
I’ll treat this stage like a landing strip

So I can jump with a flashy flight

I’m not born with it so my constant effort is my weapon

They say that still waters run deep and grow more

Going over the black lines I drew with my

pen in front of my door when I was young

We fall down, clash, get scarred and get a hole in our hearts

But we don’t need tears even if we fall down hundreds of times

We’ll get up, we’ll go up

Throw all your worries to the sky,
blow up

You have us, get up

Take each others’ hands and put them up,
hands up

We will win over it all

Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

(Let’s go up to the sky, we’ll go up)

Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

Yeah, we’ll go up!

I dream but I don’t sleep

I sell my youth for success

Pieces of glass in my shoes

Everytime I walk, I make stamps with red ink, right

Even if friendship is ripped in half

Fond attachment will remain

I step on top of them but

support them at the same time

We’ll link all 110 fingers

and go up, go up

We came up without fear

Chasing after the shining stars above

Because I wanted to shine like the

stars of the dark night sky

I go up on the narrow staircase

Each step I take, I sway

Though it gets heavy,

there’s no other way for us

Even if we fall down

hundreds of times,

We get up, we’ll go up

Throw all your worries to the sky, blow up

You have us, get up

Take each others’ hands and

put them up, hands up

We will win over it all

Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

Yeah, we’ll go up!

Our life is a drama, this moment is the highlight

Hoping for a happy ending as we go on top of the camera

In the end, it’s the same, the important thing is you and me

Nothing to lose, nothing to gain,

let’s all go up together

Throw all your worries to the sky, blow up

You have us, get up

Take each others’ hands and put them up, hands up

We will win over it all

Together, Yeah,

we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

Let’s go up to the sky, we’ll go up!

Together, Yeah,

we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

Yeah, we’ll go up!

ROMANIZATION

kkeutdo eobshi georeo wasseo

jeo meolli utgo itneun

bicheul ttaraseo

kamkamhan eodum sogeseo

nawa nado balgge utgo shipeoseo

hangsang nae chong guneun

wireul hyanghae

naboda deo keun nomeul ssogi wihae

i mudae wireul hwal juro sama

doyag hamyeo hwaryeohan bihaeng

tago nan geo eobshi

kkujun hameul nae mugiro

byeoneun igeul surog

gogaereul deo sugigo

seongjanghae eoril

jeog bangmun ape

peneuro geueo noheun

geomeun seon geu wiro

neomeo jigo budijhyeo sangcheoga

nago gaseumi gumeong nado

uriege nunmureun piryo eobseo

subaeg beon sseureo jyeodo

ireona We’ll go up

geogjeongeun jeo haneul wiro

deonjyeo Blow up

negen uriga itjanha Get up

seoro soneul jabgo wiro deureo

Hands up urin

da igyeonael geoya

Yeah we’ll go up! uh uh uh up!

uh uh uh up! uh uh uh up!

(Let’s go up to the sky we’ll go up)

Yeah we’ll go up! uh uh uh up!

uh uh uh up! uh uh uh up!

Yeah we’ll go up!

kkum kkuji man jam jaji anha

seong gongeul damboro

cheong chuneul para

shinbarae yuri jogag

georeum mada bulgeun

dojang jjigeo Right

ujeongeul baneuro jjijeodo

jeongeun nama gieoko

balbgo oreumyeon

seodo mireo jwo

110-gaeui son garag

kkigo wiro Go up!

geobdo eobshi olla wasseo

jeo wie banjjagineun

byeoreul jjochaseo

eoduun bamhaneure

byeol cheoreom nado

banjjagigo shipeoseo

nan jobeun gyedan wie olla

han georeum hangeoreumi

hwicheong georigo

mugeowo jinda haedo uriege

dareun gil ttawin eobseo

subaeg beon sseureo jyeodo

ireona We’ll go up

geogjeongeun jeo haneul wiro

deonjyeo Blow up

negen uriga itjanha Get up

seoro soneul jabgo wiro deureo

Hands up urin

da igyeonael geoya

Yeah we’ll go up! uh uh uh up!

uh uh uh up! uh uh uh up!

Yeah we’ll go up! uh uh uh up!

uh uh uh up! uh uh uh up!

Yeah we’ll go up!

uri insaengeun deurama

jigeum sungani Highlight

haepi endingeul baramyeo

kamera wiro olla

gyeolgugeun ttoggata

jungyohan geon neowa na

irheun geotdo irun geotdo

eobseo da hamkke olla

geogjeongeun jeo haneul wiro

deonjyeo Blow up

negen uriga itjanha Get up

seoro soneul jabgo wiro deureo

Hands up urin

da igyeonael geoya

hamkke Yeah

We’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!

Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!

Let’s go up to the sky we’ll go up!

hamkke Yeah

we’ll go up! uh uh uh up!

uh uh uh up! uh uh uh up!

Yeah we’ll go up!

credit : https://kkromanized.wordpress.com/2013/11/03/rom-eng-lyrics-win-team-a-go-up/

Caramel Pudding

I've been craving for something  sweet especially this caramel pudding.  So I decide to make one for my friends and housemates.

So here is the recipe.

The ingredients

• 6 eggs
• Half cup of sugar.  
• 1 can of evaporated creamer
• 1 table spoon of sugar to make the caramalized top.

Utensils

• A pan
• Steamer

First,  put one spoon of sugar on the pan that you want to put the pudding. Spread the sugar evenly.
Heat on small fire and let the sugar crystal melts slowly. Don't heat on high fire because it will make the sugar melt quickly and burned.  Burned melted sugar will taste awfully bitter.  You don't want that. Haha so just melt the sugar until it turner light gold and turn off the fire.  Leave it beside.  It will become hardened when it cools down.

Then, take the 6 eggs, 1 can of evaporated creamer, and half cup of sugar. Mix them together in a blender and blend ! 

1 min is enough.

Next, pour the mixture onto the caramelized sugar in the pan. 

Put the pan in a steamer and steam about 45mins - 1 hour.

After about 1 hour, let it cools down. After that, cut along the edge of the pudding. 

Put a plate on top of the pan and turn it upside down.

Now, you'll get the caramelized sugar on top of the pudding.

WALLA ~

Best served when chilled !