This feeling

Currently, im on my way to Kuantan for IMedik program.

#np Only You - Kim Tae Woo
An ost from my lovely girl. Refer my previous post for the lyric.

Im so in love with the song. It just makes my heart beats abnormally. Flutter maybe. Haha. Indeed, this song give some special feeling just like what L felt in that drama.

Talking about that drama, it quite fun and the conflict that builds up makes me anticipates the drama every tues and wed.

This song reminiscing about everything happen to me nowadays. Travelling on a bus provided with a good song, a perfect combination.

I feel like wanna cry but i dont know what the reason why im feeling this way. It just that everything inside me want to burst out. Sometimes, good song can give me some emotional unstablity.

Tbh, many things happen to me for the past few months. I started to forget people that once I considered important in my life. This lonely feeling started to come in after that moment, but im trying my best not to forget that i have my Creator. He is the best partner, the best listener.

Move on, i injured my knees last month on the very first netball game in UM. For the first time, after this 22 years, this is my first injury. What broke my ♥ the most, it gave pains badly that i cried in my shower because im afraid that i can't play anymore and I can't. It hurts badly. 😿

Next, i need to write more. *always say this but never walk the talk*
i will sit for my muet this 8Nov. Done with my speaking few days ago. I aim for band 5 due to the new 2015 budget which suggest for medical student and law student to get at least band 5 as requirement for graduation. Eventhough it is not apply yet to Ipts but it will someday.

Oh, this song is killing me inside. I may burst into tears any time from now.

Hahaha. Aidil and akhyar were looking for pcm to be given to their junior. He is having some backache. They have thousands of another kind of drugs but not the basic paracetamol. Haha. I offered my panadol which i bought it just now for my migraine. ✌it works very well for me. Ive been chugging pcm like nobody business for this week because of my abdominal cramp and migraine, common symptoms that i usually have when im menstruating. I have to take them or i can't focus on my daily activities.

And i start to miss you 😿

#Only You - Kim Tae Woo

English Translation

Only the sound of your breath is inside of me

Only your voice is inside of me

On this night where I only miss you, what do I do?

I’ll run to you without looking back

On this night where I only miss you, what do I do?

Oh don’t you remember

Answer me, am I in your heart?

Yes I can remember

I’m waiting for you, you’re the only one in my heart

It’s only you inside of me

Don’t you remember

Inside of me

You know me, you know I only have you

No matter what anyone says, it’s only you

Only you in my shy heart, what do I do?

Oh don’t you remember

Answer me, am I in your heart?

Yes I can remember

I’m waiting for you, you’re the only one in my heart

Only you, even your smallest face expressions

If only I could take it all

I would be happy, I would be so happy

But why do you…

Oh don’t you remember

Answer me, am I in your heart?

Yes I can remember

I’m waiting for you, you’re the only one in my heart

It’s only you inside of me

Don’t you remember

Inside of me

You know me, it’s only you

Hangul

어느새 내 안엔 너의 숨소리만

어느새 내 안엔 너의 목소리만

이렇게 너 하나만

그리운 이 밤 어떡해

이 밤이 지나면 그대로 달려가

돌아보지 않고 그대로 달려가

이렇게 너 하나만

보고 싶은 밤 어떡해

Oh don't you remember

대답해줘 그 마음 속 내가 있어?

Yes I can remember

널 기다려 내 마음속 너 하나만

난 너 하나만 어느새 내 안엔..

Don't you remember

어느새 내 안엔..

니가 날 알잖아

너 하나뿐인걸

누가 뭐라 해도 너 하나 뿐이야

이렇게 너 하나만

수줍은 내 맘 어떡해

Oh don't you remember 대답해줘

그 마음 속 내가 있어?

Yes I can remember

널 기다려 내 마음속

너 하나만

난 너 하나만

작은 표정 하나도..

다 내가 가져갈 수 있다면

행복할 텐데.. 참 행복할 텐데..

왜 넌.. 넌 Oh

Oh don't you remember

대답해줘

그 마음 속 내가 있어?

Yes I can remember

널 기다려

내 마음속 너 하나만

난 너 하나만

어느새 내 안엔..

Don't you remember

어느새 내 안엔.. 난 너 하나만

Romanization

Eoneusae nae anen neoui sumsoriman

Eoneusae nae anen neoui moksoriman

Ireoke neo hanaman

Geuriun i bam eotteokhae

I bami jinamyeon geudaero dallyeoga

Doraboji anko geudaero dallyeoga

Ireoke neo hanaman

Bogo sipeun bam eotteokhae

Oh don't you remember

Daedaphaejwo geu maeum sok naega isseo?

Yes I can remember

Neol gidaryeo nae maeumsok neo hanaman

Nan neo hanaman eoneusae nae anen..

Don't you remember

Eoneusae nae anen..

Niga nal aljanha

Neo hanappuningeol

Nuga mwora haedo neo hana ppuniya

Ireoke neo hanaman

Sujubeun nae mam eotteokhae

Oh don't you remember daedaphaejwo

Geu maeum sok naega isseo?

Yes I can remember

Neol gidaryeo nae maeumsok

Neo hanaman

Nan neo hanaman

Jageun pyojeong hanado..

Da naega gajyeogal su itdamyeon

Haengbokhal tende.. cham haengbokhal tende..

Wae neon.. neon Oh

Oh don't you remember

Daedaphaejwo

Geu maeum sok naega isseo?

Yes I can remember

Neol gidaryeo

Nae maeumsok neo hanaman

Nan neo hanaman

Eoneusae nae anen..

Don't you remember

Eoneusae nae anen.. nan neo hanaman

Credit: music.daum|popgasa 

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current new fav song. A new song from new drama 'my lovely girl' casted by Rain and Krystal F(x)


I don't easily fall into new song unless they have deep meaning and beautiful melody.*according to my unprofessional taste*

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Eid Mubarak 2014.

In the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful.

First of all,
Selamat Hari Raya Eidul fitri to all muslims.

This year of Eid was the best out of all eid before this. This year, we managed to have our first family day and it was damn amazing. Im loving every each of it. Pictures will come later. 

One week eid holiday end tomorrow and I'm nowhere near ready to continue ptsychiatric posting. Still in holiday mood. 

AND

 I have a lot of new drama that I addicted to. 

The list will come later. hehe

that's all !

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In the name of Allah the most gracious the most merciful.

Ohhai. Sudah lama tak menulis ni.
Too much of memendam rasa is not good for me.
I've been lost for all this while. i stop doing things that I love to do. I stop watching movies that I like. I didn't enjoy my life as much as I did before.

Alhamdulillah. I've passed my 3rd year in medical school and have almost 2 months holiday. I started to find every piece of me and yes, I've found them.
Medical life really takes my youth. I've been struggling with my inner conflict for almost 2 year but I still don't get over them. But at least, i've get rid almost of them.

i've been thinking hard about me during these 2 month. And now, I come back as 4th year medical student with new me InshaALLAH.

Done my first posting of 4th year by finishing Cardio Rehab Posting in Hosp Queen Elizabeth II in Kota Kinabalu Sabah. Im gonna spam with the picture later. Sabah is a very good place with nice people and environment.

currently, in dermatology posting. I had 3 days on and off of high fever on the day I came back to Ipoh. It wasn't really a good start. I threw up twice, my tonsils were swollen like hell and I couldn't swallow anything at all.

so, this is the beginning of real 4th year medical student of mine. :)

I sould write more often since I found back my real self. ;)